Yeah. The title says it all.

My mom did not have the money to pay the cell phones and the internet therefore, they’re going to shut it off at every time now. She had pay the light, gas and the rent. My grandfather had saved our asses from going to the streets so, my mom had pay back the $780 to my grandfather. I wasn’t worried about getting kick out of my own home because I know something was coming and it did. I am very thankful for my grandfather. My mom had pay back $1300 dollars to a unknown person. We had been eating for free for a month. I cannot tell you where we did got credit from due to piracy.

Looks like I’m not going to return to college until summer. It is a shame that I 'am continuing failing my classes due to the fact that I am poor. I’m not getting enough education. Our van had broke down. Now, we don’t have a car. My little sister cannot keep her month shut. My mom’s boyfriend cannot ignored her. My mom is getting mad at everyone. I hate when they tell me that things will get better. Yeah right. Why the hell there’s still suffering on this world?

Oh well…

I wish I was in high school again. I missed those days so much. My middle and high school memories are very precious to me. But, I’m going to move on. Like they say, the past is gone but not forgotten (Got that quote from Final Fantasy X-2 LOL)

God, my little sister needs to keep her month shut. My mom’s boyfriend’s needs to stop acting like a little boy. My mom needs to get rid of him. Damn, my little sister does not have no respect for my mom! She doesn’t appreciative for the thing that my mom do for her! Even the little things! She should be glad about getting money from the SSI because if it wasn’t for the SSI then we would be homeless and starving and worst, DEAD.

According to the correct chapters, Naruto needs to move on. Sasuke is not going to be come back to his village. I think he is gay and obsessed with his rival! He needs to stop chasing after him! And Sakura is lying about her love for Naruto!? Ha, that is so idiotic! There is no proof that she is lying! How the hell would we know about her feelings? We don’t even know her. We cannot read her mind. We will never get the chance to know her because SHE IS A FICTIONAL CHARACTER!! The only person who would know about her feelings is her creator, Kishimoto himself! Damn, QUIT JUDGING HER YOU SORROW FANGIRLS AND FANBOYS! Go judge Naruto for his actions! To be honest, I had a feeling that he will betrayed his friends for Sasuke…

I hate sexism!  ESPECIALLY THE ONES WHO ARE BEING SEXIST TO THEIR OWN GENDER! We’re supposed to be equal, damn it!

Whoa, it has been a month since my last entry…

Having no internet collection for a month is the main reason why I was not online for a long time.

Due to more 1000 errors on my laptop, I have to reboot it ordered to clean it out. Thank goodness I had save four episodes of Konjiki No Gash Bell, pictures and music onto my USB before rebooting my laptop.

I had deleted my “Forgiveness” Zatch Bell! fanfic on my fanfiction.net because I feel that I did not do a good job on it. However, I am going to rewrite it and I post it back up. I’m apologizes for the ones who had been waiting for a update on it. For the one who are waiting for the update of my “The Silver Bullets” Case Closed fanfic, please be patient…I will post chapter.11 ASAP.

My family is still same. I had been missing my classes due to the fact that I am poor and our van had broke down. I am too lazy to do my 16th Zatch Bell chat for youtube. Boy, I think I am becoming restless…

Wow, it had been a long time since I’ve update my blog. I’ve been doing well in school but at home,I am not doing well due to my family drama. Things get better. Things get worst. My life is just like a roller coaster.

On last Saturday, my little sister and I went to the big Fresno fair for the first time in 3 years. We had gotten on a couple of rides. Damn, I guess we have to being like $500 with us on the next time we go because DAMN! IT WAS EXPENSIVE! $3.00 for a ice cream cone. $4.00 for a large soda. $2.50 for a water bottle. $5.00 for a icee. WTF!!!? My dad had sent me $110 and the money WAS gone! Okay, $60.00 for ride unlimited bracelets. $16.00 to get in. We did not have enough for fair stuff! GRRRR! Overall, it was not so bad. It was fun until I’ve gotten sick from getting those “Upside down” rides.

Writer’s Brock…Ugh, I think I am getting too damn lazy with updates of my fanfics. I was working on my 11th chapter for my Case Closed fanfic until I'm gotten into my Zatch Bell mood and went to work on my 5th chapter for my Zatch Bell! fanfic. I think I better off writing oneshots instead chapters. Then again, oneshots will be get boring after.

My websites. Ugh, I have not updated my personal and original shine website for a long time! I’m really need to get my ass up and finished everything that I’ve started right after I finished my college homework. Like they say, school comes first before the fun.

My mom and her boyfriend had gone to Fresno to bellow money from my brother in law for food. Yes, my older sister had told her husband to help us in need and he is cool with it. It is so sad that he and my nephew misses his mom everyday since she had been gone to the army for training and she will be gradating on Nov.13. It’s sucks that we will not be able to attended the ceremony since it’s costs like $1000 to fly to North Carolina. Grr.

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Damn, my family are really fuck up. Everyone is backstabbing one another. My little sister hates my mom as I don’t blame her but, fuck, she really needs to let it go because she is making me look bad. Then again, that is her choice not mine. She told me that I’m just like my mom. Bullshit, my mom is just like the opposite of me; she don’t know how to used a laptop, she did not gradated from high school as she was an high school drop out, she is not going to college, I know how to used a laptop, I did gradated from high school because I did not drop out of high school, I am going to college even thought we’re having a fucking hard time with gas.

Maybe she just saying that because I am getting SSI as well. Like she was expecting me to get a job but, she should know that I cannot get a job right now because I’m going to school right now. Besides, even through I have a job, how the fuck I’m going to get there when we don’t always have gas in our car? Walking? I live out of the damn country! Walking will be good for me but, walking back home at night? It too dangerous even I’d be walking with someone; man or woman. Knowing my family, they are not going to waste their on me as they got their problems (Or not).

I guess drama will never end in our lives so I have to deal with it. According to my mom, if things does gets worse then we’re moving out…WTF!? HELL NO! I WILL NOT BE KICK OUT OF MY OWN HOUSE BECAUSE OF HER BOYFRIEND! I don’t care if he is on the rent contract, he should be the one to be kick out since he is not legally married to my mom yet!

Other then drama in my family, I’ve been doing well in college. I like my classmates and my math and reading teacher because they’re just so cool. They reminded me of my high school friends and teacher.

Ah, high school football games, the memories of my high school years. Yeah, I still got to my high school football games to have a great time and visiting my high school friends and teachers. I went to one on last night and I will remember that night! Both football teams got into a fight! LOL I could not believe it. I think they were fighting over the football LOL. Everyone were cheering them on!

I think it will take longer to update my fanfiction due to writer’s block on each paragraph! GRRRRRRR!

Yeah, you read the title. I will not be online until my dad ordered me a new one. I am using a computer at my library right now. I've been doing well at school.

Wow, I haven’t been posting for a long time.

I am really hated it. I wish that Zeno/Zeon bell just appeared, used his Zaker on my mom’s boyfriend and take me away from my family drama with his magical cloak but, that would never happen.I am just getting sick of the arguments between my little sister and my mom’s boyfriend. Fuck, why can he just be a man and ignored her? And my little sister needs to stop telling him shit, doing that is just going to make her bad. "I m so sick of cops be at my house every time my little sister throw shit at my mom’s boyfriend. Motherfucker, he cannot fucking handle her like a man so, he always call the cops. Thanks to him, the cops had been here like 5 times. He needs stop taking my sister’s cell phone, he knows that it pisses her and keep doing it. My mom told my little sister that she had respect her boyfriend. Guess what? That fucking bullshit! How the fuck are you going to respect someone that you fucking hate so much with a passion? I’m sorry for the language. I AM SO DAMN MAD RIGHT NOW!

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I think I not even that close to get my final prologue chapter for my Zatch Bell! fanfic finished. Grammar and spelling can be a pain in the ass! I think It will take me all day! I just want to finished that final prologue chapter already so, I can move onto the first chapter where Zatch and his mamodo friends will be returning to the human to visit their bookkeepers. I think the final prologue chapter will be kinda dark…